I really hate coming across a situation where I have to decide right and wrong. But, in the end their is not a right decision. Sometimes I think that when their is a decision to be made that sometimes all the decisions are wrong. That their really isn't a right one. The reason I say that is because no matter which decision you make someone will always be upset at you. It can be so stressful when you feel you have made the best possible decision and to have everyone stare you down. Have any of you ever had a situation where you felt you just couldn't be right no matter the decision you made?


"A true leader has the confidence to stand alone, the courage to make tough decisions, and the compassion to listen to the needs of others. He does not set out to be a leader, but becomes one by the equality of his actions and the integrity of his intent. - Douglas"

So I love looking at cute clothing or dressing myself up nicely when I do things. One of my favorite things to collect are shoes... Now when I say I have a lot of shoes, I mean I have a lot of shoes. *cough cough* 50+ pairs. Well, I was thinking about my mine craft skin for Halloween and what I should do for it. At that moment I realized how much of a girl I am when it comes to being one everywhere I go. I checked my skin folder only to realize I had over 20 different outfits made out for my base mine craft skin. I guess being a girl just follows me everywhere I go! Not quite sure what I am going to make as my Halloween outfit any ideas?


"Just girl things"

You know those nights where you are on a proper sleeping schedule like, bed by 10PM and awake by 6AM? Those are always nice, but have you ever had that issue where your just like "one more hour then I will sleep". Before you realize it you just don't want to sleep. That seems to happen to me a lot. In my opinion I actually think sleeping is a waste of time and that their just isn't enough time in the day. Of course I sleep still, normally when my body just gives out on me. But, in general I think just feel so much more energized on a regular schedule. It sucks though when you prefer the night shift over the day shift, but want to be awake on the day shift as well the struggles! What do you guys usually do for a sleeping schedule or is it as random as mine?

 Sorry about my poor grammar, writing, skills in this post. I literally am writing this at 12:20PM and I haven't slept all night yay me. 


"Sleeping on my keyboard, if I respond I am talking in my sleep"

So today I thought I would talk about something I really hate. So every morning I make toast. I love my morning toast. I am sure just about everyone does. So one of the things that my parents like to do to save money is buying this stick of butter. This stick of butter I like to call it the unspreadable butter. Sometimes I will wake up in the morning to realize their just isn't any regular butter and I have to use this unspreadable stick of butter. Where I have to fight tooth and nail just to get it on the bread. Today I had to experience something even worse. Did you know they make bread that you can't spread stuff on!?!? I know like what the fuck? So my parents went out of the way to get this really soft white bread as to where if you takea  butter knife and try to rub some butter on it. You just end up destroying the bread. So here I have unspreadable butter and unspreadable bread. I think I am just going to toast the bread from now on and not add butter! My parents make my morning miserable with lots of love. Do any of you guys might have some daily pet peeves?

Sorry about only having one post yesterday. I slept way longer then I had originally wanted to!


"It's definitely not butter"

I am going to be sharing my art soon so I thought I would share the programs that I use! I am a huge fan of pixel art and the program I like to use for that is Aseprite. Its super easy and simple to use and yes it does have frames! I think the only thing its lacking is easy sprite sheeting so you will need another program for that unless your willing to go with the way its sprite sheet is set up.

For 3 dimensional art I like to use Cubik, or Blender. I don't have practice in blender to much yet... but, I have been practicing with Cubik and I am really excited to get into more work with it. If you play Minecraft and want to do modeling for Minecraft then I would go with the Cubik.

I also like to use Corel Painter when I use my drawing pad!

Art Programs:

Aseprite - http://store.steampowered.com/app/431730/Aseprite/

Coral Painter - http://www.painterartist.com/en/product/painter-essentials/

Cubik - https://cubik.studio/get

Blender - https://www.blender.org/


"Heart is the strongest muscle -Braum"

Figured I would recommend possibly my favorite game I have ever played. Its called To The Moon. The story is so immersive and sad. It is definitely a must play for story lovers! Hope you guys give it a shot. For the cost its 100% worth it!

I love getting together with my loved one to watch LCK, EULCS, and NALC!

Today I got to watch Misfits VS Fnatic. I know a lot of people really like Fnatic because they are the old kings, but I seriously like underdogs like Misfits. Especially since this is their first year I mean just look at their name and logo! "Misfits" Sounds so cool!

It actually reminds me of the original RoxTigers. The one when they had smeb, Kuro, and GorillA. They were unwanted players but they worked so hard to get where they are now. I was so sad when they lost last year.

Speaking of LCK teams though I actually am not a fan of SKT and I think its SO COOL that they lost to LongzhuGaming. I hope they do well this year as a competitor. I actually really like SamsungGalaxy.

I am not actually quite sure how I feel about CLG vs Immortals. I really like CLGs players even though they are super cocky sometimes, but you know Huhi on the sassy dragon <3. I also like Oleh from Immortals hes awesome! So in the end I guess I am okay with the results since I would be okay with either team winning.

P.S TSM FTW!


"Don't ever let somebody tell you that you can't do something... Not even me. You got a dream you gotta protect it. People can't do somethin themselves they wanna tell you that you can't do it. If you want somethin, go get it. Period. - Pursuit of happiness."

Been playing this game I just bought called The Escapist 2. Its a lot of fun but a lot of complication at the same time. I love the fact that its co-op though I have already dug into it a bit with a friend but I feel like we have only just scratched the surface of it. Everyone is saying that their are a lot of bugs though. I haven't experienced any myself yet! I also see the developers update daily so far so that's always good news!

If your interested in giving it a shot I think it is well worth it!

http://store.steampowered.com/app/641990/The_Escapists_2/

A week ago I applied to a job at a thrift store. It was sort of something like good will. Got called back this morning I was so sad, and sort of relieved. They told me that they really want to hire me on, but not as a cashier in that position. The guy who interviewed me said I was great but that my anxiety was showing and that he is afraid the customers would break me! So sad but I guess he isn't wrong. They are going to call me back though at the end of September for another position. Hopefully I get something it will be my first job!

This is hilarious I just spent some hours watching this set of videos called "If League of legends champions had facebook". Its hilarious and so cute! I love thinking about relationships between league of legends champions. I think Zed X Syndra is so cute! One of my favorite relationships is Teemo X Tristana. Anyway I figured I would leave a link to it for those who might be interested in a good laugh!

I have had a lot going on recently with my life trying to move forward with myself and becoming an actual person. I do a lot in the day because I can never keep my attention on one thing. I guess I am the kind of person who would call out a penny if I saw it haha... I decided to create a blog of the things I do because I feel like maybe making a post every other day or so might help me get my mind straight.

Introduction:
Uhhh I am not completely sure what you guys are interesting in but, my name is Savannah and I am 19. I have too many hobbies and want to share the things I feel like sharing with everyone!

Things I would like to include in my blog:

1. League of legends - I play a lot of this, in fact I might play a little to much of this...

2. Art - I don't get to do art as much as I would like to because of my other addictions, but I have been trying to become a graphic designer for games for a while now. Hopefully someday I can really put my mind to it and hammer down on it.

3 Writing - I absolutely love writing, I feel like I have a huge imagination that sometimes just gets ahead of me. I have always wanted to write a novel, or a manga, or even a tv show! I will probably just share writing ideas, or dreams I had I guess.

4. Mine craft - I am the manager for a staff team on a minecraft server. I don't know how much I will post on this but, I may dabble in posting stuff about that.

5. My Life - I usually prefer not to talk about my life actually. I have a love and a hate for my life, and a love/hate for the kind of person I am. Which is actually why I decided to do this blog to begin with and hopefully figure myself out.

6. Anything I feel like - So... I know thats a pretty large topic, but like I said I do a lot, I love riddles, poems, and quotes. I may post some of the really nice ones I find! I don't know hopefully you will all like what I write though.